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Saga Anderson ([personal profile] viking_seer) wrote2024-02-24 03:28 am
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"Anderson here. Leave a message and I'll get back to you. Thanks."
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[personal profile] hostileterritory 2024-09-12 02:09 am (UTC)(link)
Still no hard stop. Still no impulse to break her neck. He's getting progressively more confused.

"Uh... well, I'm not usually-- I wouldn't usually get to be so straightforward about things."
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[personal profile] hostileterritory 2024-09-12 02:17 am (UTC)(link)
He circles closer to the couch, studying the rusty patterns he left there. "I'd kill you again, I expect. Or you'd find a way to stop that from happening, and I'd be... in trouble."

The impulse is to say fucked, but he's too polite to do it in front of Saga.
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[personal profile] hostileterritory 2024-09-12 02:43 am (UTC)(link)
Still nothing. He's getting visibly uneasy now, though it translates to him as a general agitation, a tingle of temper and anxiety not severe enough to set off alarm bells in his psyche.

"Because I have to. I don't have a-- a choice. That's the order I was given."
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[personal profile] hostileterritory 2024-09-12 02:53 am (UTC)(link)
"His codename was Mr Door."

"Major Carver," he says. And then stops. Makes a softly baffled sound before looking Saga in the face for the first time since he walked in. "How...? Did-- Have you-- Did the Admiral...?"

No, he's not exactly being clear or remotely making sense but he's a little bit in shock. This isn't a dream. It's not a phantom space where the rules don't apply, where he can trick himself into thinking things don't count there.

"I was under his command as part of--" Nope, still nothing to stop him. He tests the words, very quietly, something uneasy climbing into his chest and settling there. "Project Aegolius. It was a... a research program."
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[personal profile] hostileterritory 2024-09-12 03:43 am (UTC)(link)
He sort of drops into the chair more than sits down. The empty feeling in his chest is... different than usual.

"Uh. No, ma'am. Thank you."
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[personal profile] hostileterritory 2024-09-12 03:56 am (UTC)(link)
He slowly looks at her again, looks over at the couch, then back at Saga.

"I... Wh- The project I was part of..." The words trail off, because there's an unsettling giddiness to the idea that he can say it. It's different than the dream. Unpleasant, somehow, but he doesn't know how. "I was uh... they conditioned us not to- to speak about it."
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[personal profile] hostileterritory 2024-09-12 04:26 am (UTC)(link)
Ah, this is easy enough. Confirmation of obvious fact. "Yes, ma'am."

There's some half-formed reasoning as to why, but he can't get anything to coalesce through the shock yet. There's something else, too, a worry that whatever is protecting Saga right now won't last.
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[personal profile] hostileterritory 2024-09-12 04:39 am (UTC)(link)
He looks up at her, startled, less at the questions than the bit about shoes dropping.

"I suppose I am." A pause while he tries to sort out the jumble of thoughts she asked about. "Uh. I'm... surprised. To my knowledge I'd killed anyone that I could talk to without limitations."
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[personal profile] hostileterritory 2024-09-12 04:55 am (UTC)(link)
"Yes, ma'am." It's very soft, both because he is worried and because it feels strange to admit it. It feels like something that should get a reprimand, being concerned that his programming will work the way it's meant to. "I suppose generally I prefer not to kill people."

Not that it bothers him to do it if needs be.
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[personal profile] hostileterritory 2024-09-12 05:03 am (UTC)(link)
He looks at her hand on his shoulder, not annoyed, more bemused again. Feels nice, he'd said, he remembers that. Her hand on his shoulder feels nice too, and all at once he thinks of John. John, telling David that he'd grabbed him a lot and wanted to give him a hug, to touch David for his own sake. Hanna, sharing ear buds and a pillow.

"Yes ma'am. Uh. That makes sense."
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[personal profile] hostileterritory 2024-09-12 05:25 am (UTC)(link)
He follows her over, the empty starting to normalize a little as he relaxes into this shifted reality.

"We don't have to change it. I appreciate you being willing."
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[personal profile] hostileterritory 2024-09-12 06:39 am (UTC)(link)
Things he expected her to ask: not that.

"I-" Pause, sort thoughts. "I'm at a disadvantage here I'm not used to."

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